sigh!!! i lost all the people's no and address )):
hey i have letters for youu you you people! hahaha... so better update me with your no and address.
sigh~! I AM IN MELBOURNE NOW AND I HATE IT! (OOPS WHAT'S WITH THE CAPSLOCK?? LOL)

Anyway there was a long stressful story.. sigh. december, january and february are definitely not a good months. i broke down thousand and thousand times )):

anyway, the journey to melbourne is definitely not as fun because i broke my boots at the airport, so i had to struggle carrying my 5 bags worth of 70 kg stuff myself with a broken boots.
and i missed the plane to sydney. great.

well anyway....

mandy and n2, sorry, i was supposed to return you the money on february but feli is still in indo,,, -___-
her intake change to july, so i decided to send it instead! i feel bad!
and i sms u  both last time but no reply, now i dont know your number ? )):

update me please? and i have letter also. hehe ((:

oh yeah.. anyway, how are you guys? i had just have my internet now...and i am starving here!
i definitely cant cook! )): yeah... i am dying. my no 1 menu is cup noodle and it's definitely not healthy...
my life here sucks man! i missed 2 freaking whole weeks of school (long-depressing story), that when i come here, everyone has their own group already. it's a bad start but it's definitely got better..
i missed singapore.
sigh~! well anyway.... yeah i am too depressed . hahahahahaha but no problem..
despite being late arriving here, i have already have many friends. hehe.. but not close lah... that's why i am so sad...
dont have like fish, mandy, yingtong, n2, diane bla bla bla.... but yeah....it's a bad start but i definitely will try my best to work things out.pray for me please )':

sigh no more depressing stuff already.

i am fine.
and i still smile everyday... except when i see my bowl. (it's depressing to see instant noodle all the time.lol....)


haha...anyway... i will be seeing you on msn soon! watch out people.



i missed you alot!!! <3
take care!^3^ muacksss

you will be amaze on how fat i have become....

i wonder why too?
i eat so little.... tsk...
but now i had put on so much weight..


well, i think i wont want to open my o level result at all until the end of the year. ):

it is taking forever man!!! >.< i gave up uploading the rest of the photos........sobsss

although i am TOTALLY SICK yesterday i was damn happy ((:
hehehe
thanks to feli, pzee, mandy, n2, minjia, ying tong, fish, diane, wing yan, amilia, suchi, monique, adrian, rudy, ko hocky, monica, ilung, lael, joan, uung, yeye,mama papa, ciap, ciacen, corry, yokky, felix,jesline,fera, ko yoki, erline,ii siaowhua, ii uwen, ema,harris, ii maya and others which i forgot to mention ((: thanks a miliion and zillion ((:
love ya all...thanks for the wishes and the present!!!!!!! (((((: i love all ((:
wing yan i miss you very very much too.>.< you make me sad lahhh....said this kinda of thing. i know that day we cant meet because you work but dont worry i will meet you next time (:

and anyone help me with my wall in facebook please? it seemed to have disappeared!! >.<
i want to go msn but my com is crazy @_______________@ so cant go online,sorry )):

i lost my slacking calendar so i lost all the address )): update me please ??

and yeah merry christmas!! hehehehehehe ^________________^ devi is currently dying of coughing, headache, tummy ache, fever and flu but still happy! lol...my eyes are swollen too )): sad sad! but yeeahhhh thanks again (; me happyyyyyyy (((:


love,
devi (:

yesterday was damn tiring and i had wasted my 7.50 watching madagascar 2.....coz i fell a sleep throughout the movie. =_____= damn midnight movie! >.<
well i want to write more about yesterday but i have to pack for indo and japan and my room is in a shipwreck!
i want to faint @______________________@
shall upload the photos next time. coz i am running out of time now ): but yeah i will miss all my friends here...)':
shit shit shit! T=T

i guess it will not be a farewell coz i still want to meet them again ); but i am still soooo sad )':

oh my gosh..on the way home just now i saw this crazy snake look-alike with a lumpy bodies and many legs...=____=
i think i am crazy coz i have never seen or heard of anything like this at all... i could not see the texture or whatsoever but i could see it in the dark...the shape is definite and clear and now i am curious on what it really looks like. oh man.... the first thing i do when i saw it was to run off to the road lahhhh... shit... I MISSED it... T-T anyone knows what animal is this?? the size is as big as normal snake... please tell me if you know what it is okay )): i want to know....

i want to pee!!!!!it's 1am and there are cockroaches in the toilet! OHMYGOSHHH!! THE MOST GROSS THING I'VE EVER SEEN!
I DARE NOTGO INTO THE TOILET! shittttt >.< die die die ...
should i go????? how if they crawl on me!? oh no!!! >.<

today i went out with feli and peizheng to buy groceries and make up product at paragon ...damn a lot of people.
i finally managed to buy my shu uemura curler and dior lip gloss. oh mannn...i bought many other things also and spent damn a lot of money.i feel real bad.....i know that my mum allow me to spend money on anything i want but i just feel bad .): it makes me dont want to spend anymore money and just rot at home.


anyway...

after that we went mango @taka and pzee managed to buy a black fur jacket there. It is damn freaking gorgeous ezpecially when she wear it with her prom dress. Oh man i feel damn shit now... i dont have a dress yet and i realize that i will look damn ugly comparing to her. shit..... somemore n2 will look damn hot also for sure...mandy also. EVERYONE is going to be HOT! and i am going to be very ugly.
even now, pzee look not only like princess but she look damn gorgeous lahh )):
oh man...should i go to prom still?
i think i will be such a loser when i go there? )): oh no...i wish my mum sent me the dress earlier );
but it wont look nice also.
well nevermind...i am no mood now. I think i will just sit at the corner during prom and emo-ing.



)': i feel like crying~

The thought of bringing n2 they all to indo makes me hungry~!
by the way the song N2 was telling me about was from megaupload and stuff....sigh~!

yesterday i was studying GM and it felt as if it was going to explode anytime soon!
damn.... but yeah managed to finish reading the book anyway.
Unfortunately when i was going home, there was this crazy old man in the bus stop.
I was pretty sure that i was blasting the music on my ears and then suddenly all my songs have "fuck you -ass"
I WAS LIKE...WTF!!! >.< So i took out my earpiece and found out that there was this old man who was mentally ill and muttered weird sentences and kept on saying "fuck you -ass (he said it like "us")" i was like......OKAAAYY~~! so he was the one making the sound effect. Well as a kaypoh i was curious on what he was about to say next that i evesdrop from a distance, He was mentioning that PM Lee kuan yew was the one who caused his life to be miserable and i was imagining that they were both schoolmates last time...LOL....imagination is just imagination.
Anyway.... weird people is getting more and more so i shall not stay in singapore longer if not i will become one of them! too stress until go mad!

OH YEAH>>>> OBAMA WON! haha actually i was not surprise coz it's obama! HAHA (:
anyway i am sooo excited for the going out (12-16), prom 17nov,on the japan trip (19nov-4dec) and indo trip (6dec-5jan) and enjoy the seminars and courses (6jan-early april?) and a new life in australia (all the way! yay!) 

in the mean time take care everyone <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo~

haha..actually i wanted to write captions and comments but yeahh i decided not to. coz i think everyone should have their own thinking of the photos (:
well i'm soo sorry that the quality is bad. i frgt to make the size of the photo big and yeah so it becomes shitty when it is uploaded. but better than nothing lahh...rite (:
anyway.,,,my attire and appearance look so messy and NO ONE told me about it..tskkk!!! ssigh!~ SAD SAD D;  i lookkk ugly ))):

N2"SCARES" everyone with her smiles! LOL okayy~! dont kill me>>>>> ^_____^v peace <3
and yea...it's a bit only.. ): n2 please upload the photo can~!

i cant believe that we had been running at this "never-ending" cannal for our mass run as well as 2.4km!
sobs~HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! but i am very relieved that everything is over .....(: the four years of torture are over now ^-^ yay!!!

(the white building on the top left hand side of the picture is where the special school is) I tell you honestly, whenever we ran passed there, the people always cook there! OMG!
can you imagine, you were tortured by the run and then you were tempted by the nice smell of the food!! DUMN ASS! >_____________<" pissed~!!

oh yeah...not only that, i hate those lead runners who always shouted us to "run!run!" They are annoying bunch of people...but psssttt.. *i was one of them last time*
haha! THAT WAS IN SEC ONE?
OMG...i remember once, after the whole year of shouting "run!run!" there was this girl who was so scared of me. Somehow, out of the many lead runners, she remembered me! HAHA... so yeah.. i was running WITHOUT the slash and practically slacking my way out (i was running with fish, what can you expect!:P) then the girl accidently turned back and saw me. OMG! SHE IMMEDIATELY DASHED like nobody's business and disappeared into the crowd of yellow people! LOL....
Please lah....i was slacking like her...so why was she scared of me for? LOL..i guess i had made a bad impression for everyone...that they thought that i will scream to ask them to run! HAHA :P fun though..
They hate the lead runners as much as i hate yself for being the lead runner. But what to do? ihadnochoice): but the good thing is that , as lead runners you can slack off and noone will kaciao you!HAHAHAHAH>>>GOOD??? (: YES!!!

but yeah....IT'S OVER! and i am just wishing LUCK for the newbies of sec one for having to endure this torture that is now called "fit run" LOL

yay! take care <3

oh oh oh... one more photo of our school
 the beginning of sec one i remember our badge had to run around the rotunda, the g block, between F and E block ohhhh man! op the 3rd level or smth like that? run like 2/3 rounds? cant remember but yeah....! i hate running up the stairs so muchhhh!! and oh man.... i hate staying in this condo also coz the "noise pollution" made for training was travelling UP! until i could hear even mr samat talk. OMGoMG! his whistle was annoying as well...LOL..but yeah.he is the BEST PE teacher !! he is like our friend, father as well as teacher(:

that's it..lol. want to see my bunny photos? LOL...next time i guess (: take care <3

i think i screwed my whole o level...):
art today was badly done.
and physic? my head was swinging from left to right all the time...-sleeping-
usually i dont care about it (last time i always slept through the paper)
but this is o level ):
even fish expected it. i mean i slept 20 today minutes coz need to chiong art?? anyway couldnt manage to finish it also.
soooo shit~!

sigh sigh sigh sigh~!
just hope for the best, aye?

tmr is e maths and i cant afford to screw it ): i love maths~! if i screw it like what i'd done for paper 1,
i think i will cry again ):

i dont think i will enjoy this coming holiday ):

i havent been blogging since...ages?
what i can tell is that i am tired.
it's been really a hectic weeks ....):
and honestly this year is the year i cried the most.

but yeah today my horoscope is telling me to move on and to 'Focus' i guess...

it says:
There is a lot going on that is beyond your control right now, and there is no point in getting frustrated about it. Your best bet is to keep busy with the few things you can control right now -- your attitude, your sense of confidence, and your focus. This period will pass soon enough, but in the meantime you should get comfortable doing what you're told.

and i guess it's true (:
it's 6.20 in the morning and i havent had my layout yet , but i shall do my best.
and thanks to mdm loke, mr lee, ying tong, mandy, fish, n2, feli, pzee, diane and all my friends who are there for me all the time ^-^v
peace~<3


take care everyone! jiayou!!! ^-^
*   my eyes are tired -damn it- but cannot sleep )':  *

i totally thank mr lee for going to the airport yesterday. Honestly, it was really nice of him to go there and i did not even expect him to go in the end. But he did and we ate POPEYE!! hahahaha (: i was quite happy but it was damn filling!i felt like vomitting all the time but i continued eating. LOL...well at least i learnt something for a maths ! HAHA

oh yeah... pzee had booked ticket to indonesia and i was really surprised as the whole process was done in a blink of second.she did it in 30 min? LOL...
it's really nice of her to go indo to celebrate my birthday with me(: i mean it! ^0^ i'm thankful for having such wonderful friends. They totally rocks! (:

After all the happiness, today i was quite moody. Yesterday night, when i reached home, i realized that my handphone was low batt but i insisted on playing magic sushi for one last time. and SADLY it really was the last time.): *CRIES*
pzee was complaining that i should be doing my english and i was telling her "let me play my magic sushi for one last time!" and after that i surrendered it to her. Honestly, i did not know that it was really the last time that after i charged it, it just completely shut down. I mean, the battery was not completely flat before i charged it,. Furthermore,i off it before charging it, so surely there is still battery even if the charger spoilt, right?

but it was not the case SOBS!!!!!!~

As i needed to sms miss goh, i asked pzee to plug out the charger . It was 2 hours after i charged it and when she gave the handphone to me, it refused to on! T-T i am sooooo sad! all my contacts,my sister photos and everything was inside. This is the second time my handphone gave up hope on me. I totally dazed off in school and i knew that my mind was else where. I am damn sad and while i am writting this, i feel completely sad! T-T

shit. I am happy for the kl trip as well, but this was very saddening. I am sad.....T-T
ps. i havent return n2 her camera )): and o level is damn bloody near and i am still unprepared. damn!
i am so stressed out! shit shit shit! T-T i cant contact anyone especially my mum and sister! T-T sobsss~!

)): i am tired! >.< and my computer is showing a symptom of critical illness!

SOBSSS~~~ i could hardly on my computer!
It was like this eversince yesterday midnight till just now and i was damn frustrated with my this tpc!
it is only able to show me black colour screen and refuses to on.damn pissed..~=_="

anyway it has been working non-stop for the past 4 years without rest, so yeah....
i guess it's now time to change to a better one *grins*
 good now i can have a new, stylish and scratchless tablet pc! HAHA! *grins*

or maybe it refuses to work because o level is coming and it doesn' want me to bug in front of computer all day long! LOL!!!
"devi! get back to reality!!!!!"  
haiz...tomorrow the same routine is repeating itself again.how boring~ i am going to school for a maths and lit. and so i want to do lit now so i can ask question tomorrow during consultation.((:

jiayou devi! YOU CAN DO IT!!!! A BIT MORE TO GO!! HEE HEE (:
TAKE CARE EVERYONE <3

yesterday i supposed to meet venus in hospital but too busy! ): shit.. feel damn bad! and i have lost my stylus! again! T-T
noooo~~!! anyway. yesterday it was quite a sad day. pz maid went home and yeah i feel really bad for pzee.
everytime she wants to cry i will change topic and just talk about a lot of random things.sigh`~

and finally we bought the hokkaido ticket! yay! LOL...>.<
but mr lee had to wait for me till around 5.30. sorry >.< he is very nice lah.. and yesterday i almost get locked in the m class! LOL...me with another 2 girls were shouting "aunty...aunty...." when we hear the "keys" of the person who locked the door. but no response...you know why? because later we found out that the one who was locking the door was the uncle! wahhh.....>.< co embarrassing! LOL..

anyway, after rushing from buying the ticket, rushing for a maths, i rushd home to the airport! so busy !!
and when the maid went back pzee cried. I feel very sorry for her. damn. but i cannnot do anything but to distract her from thinking of the maid.):
yeah after sending the maid home, i decided to stay at the airport to study (which failed in the end). pzee and i went to terminal 3 to eat popeyes. omg! damn a lot of people!there is even NTUC and kopitiam there =_= sooo singaporean! LOL...i but we eat till vey full then headed towards mac donald.LOL..omgomgomg!>.< i cant believe it myself. but yeah.. (and that was after i took my dinner)

when we were walking towards the macs, i saw these 2 girls holding hands together. Actually they are gorgeous! but i was like..sigh~too bad they are les. but pzee did not notice them so yeah when we went to the macs, we saw them again.

actually at first i did notsee them till pzee give me the "vommitting" face. and i was like what the hell is she doing? eat too much? then she pointed behind me .and when i turned my head the two girls were kissing .=__= i was like...okayy~!i know they are les. and pzee still could not stand it! haha....and beside us there are 2 guys.homo =_= oh man terminal 3 is weird! the guy were sayind darling to their boyfriends on the phone and one of them were telling the other that it was his first time hitting another guy. =_= i was like...okayy~~!!!so this is another one. but honestly i am quite normal about this already but pzee's reaction really want to make me laugh! hahahaha...poor her! she is supposed to be sad but get entertained by this kind of thing! LOL..finally we decided to go home. at  2.30 and took cab. oh man sooo ex! $35 ): i am sad but yeah . never mind lah (: hehe....
when we reached home, we were like a burglar but managed to sleep well in the end! (:

haha.take care <3